Random thoughts

Do you ever get that weird feeling that you have something to say, but you don't have any idea what that might be? Well, thats how I feel right now. That probably means this will be one long paragraph of random gibberish, but who knows. Extra free time gives you an excuse to evaluate things...yourself, others and the world you have created for yourself. Of course, there seems to be a natural tendency to repel this free time, as if it is a curse or disease. The random bits of enlightenment uncovered by thorough evaluation can be unpleasant. Who wants to figure out that they hate their closest friends, themselves, or something worse? What scraps of the past are creeping in the shadows of an unfettered mind? Best not put in the effort to make such discoveries. I'm off to find something to keep me occupied :P